tonight

inferno dreams are quieted by the chill brought on by the night,

a funeral procession passes by my window, i fail to find comfort

in your pale, cold eyes.

you hang there dying, off me.

the weight of your body brings me down to dirt,

i cradle your remains, this moment for the keeping.

just like a dying victim, you wheeze a burning stare,

and i am jolted awake.

the oozing puss of your mind infects my skin, and i simply move away.

a great roaring of tears pouring has frozen my heart forever.

uteri carnivore teeth, gnashing on my flesh, teeth of an extinct

lover splashes excrement on blood stained walls.

your aquamarine heart pours anguished cries, wailing, hissing and writhes,

crushed under my boot strapped bloody feet.

you sponge up the meaty remains into your amputated appendages,

ambient light stationed illuminated horrible hour.

collapsing ozone, everything implodes inside your grief stained

confessional, stinks of putrifying corpses, distraught guilt ruptures.

crotchless businessmen slither into childrens groins, feeding upon

leaking bodies that rupture the night sky, you should have saved us all.

terror bleeds, i grieve with the shame of baby doll eyes, hollow

skulls rapturous dark angels flying on burning wings.

silent flight, dawn draws near, curse the light, tonight.

kiss the tears, follow the wind, replacing fears,

black empty world populated by munching bovine.

embrace the succubus, and crush the falling stars, greasy underworld

filled with bloated hook billed birds grazing on  pieces of flesh.

buckets of bones gnawed on by our ancestors, fingerbones of little girls,

pubic bones of little boys, toothless grins smile.

tongues flicker poison, in & out; out, placenta moist pink,

vibrates with dusty disease, decayed hallucination, agony. 

eyes shiver, you better stay inside, intact organs splayed on

clotheslines, blow in an evil breeze.

howling winds blow, beneath chromosomes embedded in your kitchen

freezer, wrapped plastic futility running on gasoline decay.

scented dryer sheets perfumed by gaping, severed vaginas,
swollen and dessicated,

redundant, raped by fists full of virginal faces.

shivering scrotums manufacture oily tinctures, greasy emptiness,
 this is heavens eternal drama, sacrificed on blood,

visceral dismantling.

sweat bleeds on the boots of surgeons, autopsied animals feed

on their own decay, heat mirage emptied of all meaning.
we move through dark heat, hurl your divided heart onto
the black desert floor, softened by the flesh of my rotting corpse.
incinerate consciousness, strangle your erotic death,
orgasmic monster screams, fetal twilight blooms spasm.human 
blood smeared secretions flow through hammer nailed penis wounds,
drip, with time, not yours, but mine.
black footprints excrete delicious silent bodies, born again.

decomposing mammaries rain bleached pricks of ice, mixed human remains

fall from the sky like bricks, the celebration echos murdered laughter,

tonight.

human waste, all this dark matter, washed down with a beer.
punctured shriveled eyes devour this piss stained mirage,
crouching amongst the dead things, where charcoal stained
adrenaline fuels refineries, belching out what love remained.
gulped down sweat stains washes down your spine,
a black rock is tethered to your heart.
mirrored reflections rejoice in slaughtered memories
repeated like so many mantras disabused.
your face, you don't want to see, emptiness,
loneliness, shivering disconnection,
tonight.
copyright, 2009, terri l. gillentine, all rights reserved